Saturday, July 10, 2010

Don't suffocate my Instincts and believe in me

I will not change I will not fail I will not let you down I will not re-type will not.

After my humbling experience at the TOOL concert I truly felt a change in my life and attitude. I am not a different person but I am a more influenced and understandable person. It may sound odd to you the reader but I did not expect to be so influenced. I felt like a child watching fireworks for the first time or the circus. I let my guard down, became vulnerable and felt every second and beat.

After that experience I have tried to instill it in my current and future life choices. One is def going back to my art and hopefully opening doors to other ways of self expression. Also knowing that I am not and will never be a musician but using my love for music to hopefully help myself and more so others along the way.

Eventually I will find that path that is in me but for now it's on with the circus...